Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Double Effect Camera 360


Photo time! My phone has been running out of memory so I gotta restore some of the photos up here. Since Facebook and Instagram are “not-so-private”, I’ve decided to share it here.

So recently I updated the Camera 360 app and it now has the new feature called double exposure, it’s where you could combine 2 pictures together. It is supposed to deliver the message of our true selves inside us but in these pictures of mine are me and some other random stuff. Nothing that resembles who I am at all, just did it for fun and for art.

All of these pictures are taken using the FX effects of Camera 360 (to bring out different effects) and only the last one I edited it further using Fotor. And since Camera 360 doesn’t have collages so I used Fotor instead to combine them.




Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Ylvis

A video that captured 13 million people's attention in less than a week. This might potentially be the 3rd viral video this year following Harlem Shake and Gwiyomi.

A common thing about all these viral videos, not forgetting Gangnam Style, comes down to one sentence. "I didn't know it would be this big." Yes, these videos weren't made on purpose to get them viral. Ryan Higa never would've thought millions of people will be watching his videos. It's probably something like reaching for the stars for them to dream about something like this.

This also proves a fact about viral videos. They do not have to make sense, they can be whimsical like Harlem Shake, doing weird stuff around for a minute or so; or having foxes sounding like gring ding ding ding or hatee hatee hatee ho! The whole point comes down to the point-it's weird and that's why it's cool and fun.

For my generation, in my opinion, it is Lady Gaga who has open doors and pushed boundaries of creativity, proving creativity should not be bounded by stereotypes. From my observation, after Pokerface went on to be a mega hit and made Lady Gaga an icon, artists are pushing boundaries in terms of fashion and telling the world, "it's ok to be like this, this is just me being creative."

That is in terms of fashion, now people like Ylvis are pushing the boundaries for music. They used professional music producers and produce serious dance numbers, like the ones we hear on radio, but with wacky lyrics. Not only The Fox, if you check out their other videos like StonehengeWork It and Someone Like Me, all of them are in this form. Serious music but realistic, funny lyrics that created our laughter, and of course their recipe to success. The best part of it is that people are accepting their quirkiness and find it creative and brilliant! Besides, I find the songs are actually better than songs about being drunk and having sex. To a certain point, it probably made The Lonely Island a little less funny. Thank god they were not Americans!

Such simple combination of elements, without any complicated, sophisticated tunes and beats; these brothers easily beats all genre of music. The genre is clear, the message is clear, the tune is familiar to our ears, the lyrics are especially hilarious yet simple. I say, Ylvis has achieved the divinity of creativity.





抛物线

前几天在“自修”的日子中弄清了我对于男性友人暧昧、朋友或是好朋友的界线傻傻分不清楚的原因。

其实应该至今我依然是傻傻分不清楚,但我发现原来自己对自己的周围绕了个无形的围墙,把自己围住不让人看见。应该也叫做抛物线吧~

一旦有人闯入那围墙,我浑身变得没有安全感而更加躲避那人。对那人会自然而然地提高防备,设立一个更厚的围墙,或选择离他远远的;确保他不会在更深入地介入我的生活,看到真正的我。即使人人都说,做你自己最重要,可是我把底线设得很高,可能不小心触碰了都不知道……也许我自己也不会知道。

所以会想,也许我得慢慢卸下那道围墙。一层层地,像爬行动物那样似的脱皮。这当然需要一定的勇气,而勇气不是说了那两个字就有了。

不知道何时勇气能像充满电的电话那样,准备使用。不过至少我有了个目标,有了更清晰的方向。加油咯!哈!

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Shows, movies, The Intouchables

And another night just passed by like this but I didn't regret it. 

I've spent the night by watching 2 movies, one American and one French. The former was a teen flick called Superbad. I watched it because they said the rating was good but turns out it's more like the teenage version one-less-crazy-buddy version of Hangover. Maybe because the trilogy wasn't out yet before this movie. With high ratings comes high expectation, but unfortunately it didn't have much impact on me. Instead it got me to some other things. 

So I continued my movie trip from USA to France (lol). The movie was called The Intouchables. It is called Intouchables in French. It is a movie about this French millionaire named Phillippe who is paralyzed from the neck till his toe after an accident. Therefore, while he was searching for a care-taker, as usual, he met this African guy called Triss.

When I finished the movie, I felt kinda...sad. This sadness doesn't make me tears overflowing and wailing like "WHYYYY?!!! WHY CAN'T THEY BE TOGETHER?!" To be honest I WAS expecting this sort of emotion but it failed me. As much as I feel sad in the end, all I get was teary-eyed. Maybe it's just me who particularly enjoys this kind of movies with modern Adele-ish piano sound, sounds deep and artistic, makes me feel deep. LOL! Movies like Pride and Prejudice, Anna Karenina,..(I can only think of Keira Knightley now), movies set in the early 20th centuries, especially those backgrounds set during the World War period like the Pianist (ironic much) or those set in the Victorian Period (Yes I'm talking about The Young Victoria).
Listen to the ending song then you'll get what I mean. 

Besides the fact that music had got me tangled into this emotional trap, this movie has some serious hilarious jokes. One of them was when Phillippe was looking at this painting where he was considering in buying it, a splash of red paint, costs 30,000 euros. Triss was like, you are buying a painting where the artist coincidentally had a nose bleed on it for 30.00 euros?! It sounds funny but actually, it's true. Later on it is seen that Triss too got himself trying on abstract artwork for fun, he actually could sell it for 11,000 euros. But what got him into this deal wasn't because of him, but it's the persuasion of Phillippe who lied to his friends that this painting will be exhibited across Europe. Man, he had no idea this was drawn by the black care-taker that he wasn't too fond of.

Through this movie it consolidates 2 thoughts of mine. First of all, simplicity is the most divine level of creativity. I don't mean those simple to the extend that you have no idea what's going on. I meant that something which is direct, obvious, and well executed. Although this movie has been listed as one of my favourite movies, Rotten Tomatoes only gave a 75% ratings for it and Roger Ebert also agrees that it still cannot avoid the cliche, cheesy storyline. It is almost like the French version of Driving Miss Daisy. I might not have watched any movies that are similar to this plot, but I can assure that the message in here is clear. And with the backup of a strong cast, this movie is easily the winner. It was the second-highest grossing films in France and Omar Sy as Triss has won a Cesar award for Best Actor in 2012. All I want to say is, the message can be repeatable, but if the flow of the story is smooth and realistic, then it easily attracts audiences.

Secondly, this is quite unrelated to the movie particularly, ethics in workplace and loyalty to employers is something REALLY important. I've got this thought since god knows when, but I know I've seen it in Suits. A little bit off topic here, in Suits we see that Stephen is like the British Harvey and the right hand man to Darby. However, he ordered the killings with just one call and we all were taught since young that murdering is something not nice to be done. Besides throughout the whole show, Harvey never once did something dirty to achieve his goals. He will somehow find a way to win the case but not by bribing or what not. On the other hand for Harvey, he had evil thoughts of eliminating his own mentor to be managing partner of the firm. But in the end he can't do it because he still has conscience. Conscience that how his mentor saved him from the his previous corrupted mentor and made him into what he is today. Lesson of the story is, I sometimes believe the basic things, basic moral values that we learn in primary school, actually are the most essential things in life at the end of the day. It is these simple rules that makes us a successful person, or keeps us alive! Seriously, without these rules, we probably won't be alive.

Friday, August 30, 2013

Being high

Sometimes you love the things or person you think you deserve to have,

but sometimes when people don't give shit about it, people always tell you screw them. 
It's easier said than done but I guess I had the strength to do it all the sudden right now.

Screw those people. Be yourself and don't have to be afraid by the judgment of someone who doesn't give shit about you.

I sound badass all the sudden.

Peace.

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

I heart music

Recently I came to realized why I love music so much. 

Neither because I could leave everything aside and sing continuously till the day breaks, nor because the thing that I concerned the most when I fall sick is my voice. 

It's because music is so transparent and there's nothing but honesty in it. It provokes the truth behind every lies and your emotions are just lying there naked. All the barriers, be it awkwardness or unfamiliarity, just shatter down and suddenly we are all friends to each other. No hate, just love and peace. And sometimes it works even better than talking because music is an universal language. Even the blind gets it.

It's like when you listen to a song from Youtube and then you see those compliments shown in the comments column; for me personally sometimes I can't help thinking or saying "I feel you bro". 

Then when I listen a song from a pop band, be it The Script, Lawson, Coldplay or The 1975, I picture myself in a concert or music festival and we just raise our hands together, singing together even though we might not know each other previously. This applies to house music too.

And when I need a quiet, emotional or romantic night, I crave for Norah Jones, Michael Buble, Alicia Keys etc. those soft, quiet music and I can feel like the world is a blank piece of paper and let your wild imaginations paint it the way you like.


Monday, August 5, 2013

School English Project

Being able to teach something to little kids has been one of my little dreams and today I'm proud to have made it happen :)

After partying and sleeping at 3am and 2am consecutively, I also gave myself a challenge to wake up early (and on time) under a very much sleep-deprived condition. Sleeping at 2 and waking up at 6 is definitely one of a kind, at least waking up at 6 is definitely a first here. Thank god I was able to wake up and make it on time.

At 7am we are all in the bus heading to SJK(C) Pasir Pinji 1 in Ipoh. It was a roughly 50 minutes trip but with a little chit chatting, resting and scenery-viewing, 1 hour is not that long after all.


Taking up this project also means taking up a trip down memory lane, a long ago one. Upon reaching the school, I was so excited to meet those little cutie pies and of course phone-ready for all the pictures, like a tourist yes. Seperti rusa masuk kampung ( showing off my peribahasa here) So here's where I started the photo spree!





Memory lane station 1: I don't even remember my primary school being THIS positive about going to school. (or it's just me missing those times too much?) Anyway, it's totally an awesome and the sweetest thing to start off the day.



Memory lane station 2: UPSRRRRRRR! oh my gosh all those nostalgic feelings all surged up at once!  41 days left, is that why the standard 6-ers looked more serious and stressed out?



Memory lane station 3: Our school used to have these kind of things EVERYWHERE. Here shows the essays written by the students from pre-school to Standard 6. Yes they have pre-school though I have no idea where or why.




Memory lane station 4: Moral values decorated colourfully. Gahhh I don't know but I kinda wish our school had this too. It might seem a little bit childish, but that doesn't mean all adults follow all of them too. It feels like there's always gonna be something there to remind you to do something good and rightful.These might seem elementary but I think adults just underestimate the power of it. It looks simple outside but to practice it could be harder than we thought because we like to think things the complicated way. We tend to forget that they are actually the foundation to a simple, good life.




Memory lane station 5: KIDS!!! AND THAT SCHOOL UNIFORM! A friend even told us "Remember those times when we use to make roses out the belt of our uniforms? :)



2 awesome emcees!


Always feel blessed, appreciate, harmony; you happy, I happy, everybody happy xD


Before conducting our class, we had a little morning stretching before we started class; from our observation, only the Standard  6-ers were almost COMPLETELY unresponsive towards anything! The young ones were super cute! When we said turn around and hi-5 with your friends, the guys were like YERRR! when they had to hi-5 with the girls xD


We started with Standard 3 and 6 before recess. It was a little messy and nervous for the first class. Moreover we started with the youngest batch. So basically after finishing their class, it feels like you've ran around the field for 5 rounds. I suddenly had massive respect for my primary school teachers for handling us noisy children.

Although they were noisy, they were still cute kids and we tried our very best to teach them. I'll be honest I prefer the guys more since they are more active in participating and funny at the same time. As for girls, some are quite and shy, some are very competitive. I remember there's this girl when I passed by her, I asked if she's ok with the tongue twisted they learnt just now. (We have chosen the 2nd hardest tongue twister as a challenge to the kids) And guessed what she replied me, " Teacher I know the hardest one." Wow. Now I know why she was fighting to be the representative of her group to do the tongue twister, for numerous times. But there's another one even more competitive than her in Standard 4 and one no difference from her in Standard 5. There's also a cute one called 诺恒and a pretty, model-like宝儿。I never knew she was a Chinese-Malay mixed until I saw the class name list. Another memorable one is 姚文乐,a bald-headed smiley boy.

Next, it was the Standard 6 class. All the sudden leaped from the youngest to oldest. We were already preparing for a second panic attack after the first one with the standard 3 babies. As I mentioned earlier, they were like the fire-wall or they were insulators towards anything they were told to do, so it did freak us out a little.





Turned out their response weren't as bad as we thought. The 3 musketeers pictures are proof. Oh! and I spotted a pair of twins in the class too! Surprisingly, they were the most cooperative class, notice I mentioned CLASS, not groups. The whole class was very supportive and active in participation, not to mention much easier to teach compared to the young ones. Well, maybe they really thought this might be somewhat helpful in UPSR. There was one really quite one though. Apparently he's no.2 in class and he can read very well. But he's just so quite to the extent that I can barely hear him even when he was reading. He's just so small with that nerdy glasses. I still remember him as 伟阳。

guess who's big bro who's younger bro?

Standard 6 students, I call them the 3 musketeers. They are like the cutest student! Funny, cooperative, cute!  Just love them so muchhhh!! I remember the left one's surname is 鲍,the middle one is 叶 then the last one is 朱民喜. Here's a conversation with the left one during class:-

Me: 等下到你出来讲。
Bob:不要~
Me: 做么不要?男子汉没有胆
Bob: 我的胆放在家,忘记带来了。

After class finishes and during photo-taking session, these kiddo put their hands on my head.

Me: 很大胆hor你们,不是没胆的咩?
Bob: 忘记了,胆放在书包里面 x)

The middle one is a tongue twister pro. Like seriously.




One more shot with Wai Sze. She thinks that they looked like minions. -.-



Memory lane station 6: CANTEEN! Ahh too bad I didn't have a picture of that. Since leaving high school, there's been dining hall and now cafeteria, canteen seems to be left on the same spot after form 5. It's good to have back that nostalgic feeling again :) We had Hainan chicken rice for our recess, quite surprising to me to be eating that in Ipoh.

Memory lane station 7: Seeing kids eating food brought from home. I used to be one of them x) I saw 伟阳 eating alone and I asked him why don't he join his friends and he just shook his head. Le sigh~I tried.

Memory lane station 8: Toilet. Alright it'll be gross if I describe a primary school toilet here, but anyhow it still gives us the nostalgic vibe. And of course no pictures of those x)





Ahh my favourite photo! Initially I was going to take picture with one of the most memorable student in the Standard 3 class called 顺毅. He's the one behind the scene-stealer. Then came the other kiddos. 我要!我也要!我也要!!So there's a mix of Standard 3 and 4 students here because it's at the hall.



After recess, we continued our class with Standard 5 students. This class has an obvious imbalance of ratio between male and female students (studied too much QT) . There are a lot of male (and noisy) students than female ones. In fact, they are the most naughty and noisy ones compared to the other class. As much as I love them, they are the only ones who refuse to read along with me and making noise, playing games with rubber bands. I managed to snatch away one of them's though~hah! But of course I returned it.

Speaking of those rubber band games, then I realized those games weren't just the games of our generation. It was quite a relief to see none of them (so far) holding any electronic devices but were still learning how to make a double star out of a rubber band. Or talking about silly game cards, comparing them like how the guys in my primary school did. Another nice thing I witnessed is that I haven't heard a vulgar word from them, even if they were fooling or teasing around. Not even the word a-s-s like how my time, the boys used to emphasize it. A-S-S.



Once again, I spotted (no, not a twin) a younger brother who has a elder sister in Standard 6. Because their surname is so special. 聂。Quite good looking anyway x) That class has a few good looking ones honestly, and some with pretty special names, like 君健、振亨、顺亿。The class monitor (according to the boys) was so...I can't say matured, but he kinda speaks like an adult, you know like his pattern, the way he speaks. It's like I could already picture him as an adult. He even wants to get my Facebook :O I told him, kiddo if you're my brother I wouldn't allow you to have a social network. Facebook ain't something you would need at 11.

Last class would be the Standard 4 class. I guess due to the lack of time, I didn't really have any memorable moments with them. Except for the bald head 弥乐佛 hahah. Apparently it was really his nick name and I got it right first time. I was going to make it sound like a compliment but he cried! I was like, shit. I even apologized to him many times but his friend told me it was because of his friend not me. I still don't get the difference though hahah. Oh there's also the super competitive one. He's really good in English but really show off though, hardly gives others the chance to read. Didn't bother to find out his name anyway xD There's also one in Standard 5.

Like I said girls have their girls pride or pattern or whatever you call it. I spotted one in Standard 4 and 5. The Standard 5 one was when they were voting which group did the best recitation. When they were voting for a group she didn't support, she was like," You're not fair you're this you're that" so aggressive till it almost became so offensive. As for the Standard 4 one, after the kid finish reading and went back to his place. The girl told him "You weren't good at all, you suck and you shouldn't win!" O.O


Even Standard 3 kids also show this kind of attitude. After a girl won, the guy went over and said "You stopped for a while, you shouldn't win, Cherry should win!" This brings me to another aspect. Winning. I was told that in other classes, they were kids crying when they didn't win. I mean I understand that they're just kids but at such tender age already having this kind of mindset. Say wut?!

There were also some who were slower in learning and our time was limited. So I enjoyed walking around (with those dwarf-like chairs and tables xD) and checking on those students, then slowly reading with them.

Memory lane station 9: Dem dwarfy wooden chairs, tables and that teacher's chair-the only chair with cushion in class.






Watching a cartoon movie-The Princess and Her Desert Kingdom, before leaving.
Memory lane station 10: Computer labs! Though it seems to be more like my high school computer lab.


It's been a long time since seeing these kind of essays after my brother left primary school. This is the work of a Standard 1 student.


Overall I can see 3 types of students there. The first one is the cute and innocent ones. Another ones are mostly girls with their girls pattern, I don't know. The other one would be the quiet one (or maybe slow learner ones) who are rather quiet and less participative in class. I've seen one in almost every class. The one in Standard 5 was like completely negative to every question you ask. No reading, no going out answering questions, nothing. But in the end when he was chosen out to play the game, he actually did a pretty good job! Kudos to that boy!

It actually feels great because I'm doing something productive. I'm contributing, or giving back to the society. For me, the younger generation are the most important ones and therefore education is the most crucial part of it. This trip did not just gained me experience of how hard it is to stand in front of class and educate them in the best way possible, but also relaxation from the adult world; and also it brings me back down the memory lane of good old primary school days. Those were the days~It also showed me how pure and kind these kids are. Despite all those dramas, they are still young kids and....just look at that angelic smile! How can you not love them?! I just wish we can all be like them even though we are grown ups. I'm also glad to meet a lot of new, amazing friends during this trip! My groupmates, Wai Sze, Shell Mun, Siew Mian, Fong Xian, Maple and Jia Jun, you guys are awesome! :D



written: 3/8/13 1am.
photo credits to Stewart, wai sze and other cameras x)


Sunday, July 14, 2013

RIP Cory Monteith

In chinese there is this proverb 天有不测之风云,人有旦夕之祸福,or should I say人算不如天算。
We'll never know what will happen the next day, next minute. The moment you wake up, things changed. People born, people died.

Today I experienced both, and once again it reminded me how much we should love each and everyone around us, cherish them, make the most out of every moment because you'll never know what's gonna happen the next minute. 

Yes Cory Monteith just passed away. I did cry a little although I didn't watch the show, I listened to all their songs and what makes me cry is not just about Cory leaving all of us for the rest of our lives. It's to think about how Lea or Rachel has to go through this, knowing that how cute this couple is and both of them will be getting married in two weeks; to think that there will be no more Finchel in Glee anymore.

Dear god, why?
He was such a nice, talented guy and he's just so young.

Having someone really really close to my heart passing recently, till now after 2 months it's still very hard for me to accept death. It haunts me.

Seriously it's way more shocking than Michael Jackson's and Whitney Houston's passing.

Finn Hudson had sang many many songs on Glee but the first song that came up to my mind is Don't Dream It's Over, next up is The Scientist; and I think this part of the lyrics fits the situation now.

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard.

Now it's time to let go and let Cory Monteith a.k.a. Finn Hudson rest in peace. I believe Ryan Murphy will kill off this character and make a tribute episode dedicated to him. Hopefully.
#RIPCory #don'tstopbelieving