There is a reason behind why I'm so hardworking tonight to write my blog,simple.This is my...I think last chance until 29th this month to use the computer.This hour is called prep time for all the students to study. COMPULSARY. So,lucky me,I have not started my lesson and I must be in the room , quiet.My dearest bathroom mate lend me this to surf the net.Kind enough huh?
First,uugh..I forgot to bring my earphones.I thought I'm not going to use it.Hell.I can actually use it now.No more chance...T.T...This school is..I don't know...nice...but unfortunately...and honestly...it's totally different from my life.It's like being in a whole new world...not a very good world..to be honest.I mean,yeah..everyone here is super duper hyper kind to you...they talk to you like...you are no strangers to them...like...they knew you for a damn long time.So...first of all I'm still not used to it but definitely I appreciate it.It's just like there's something missing inside of you..no matter how ok you are...you sometimes feel kinda sad and lonely...like especially when you're not around with friends...You'll start to think of home..family...friends...blah blah blah!
That's when without friends.
When with friends,there comes another problem.
Yeah, we talk to each other,fun...but
THEY ALL SPEAK ENGLISH!!
Move aside other races,most of the Chinese are English educated,heck it!
If not,they are Chinese educated,the thing is....they still speak English to you.
It's not like I can't speak English but I'll get tongue tied and tired.
Plus I didn't even had any slight chance to speak Chinese...that's...horrible and tiring~
But the most important thing is good-hearted...and they're kind!
I signed up squash.Shut Up.
They didn't give you any chances for you to consider what do you like...
and some of it doesn't fit the time.
I kinda regretted my Taekwondo life just ended like this...
Gosh,what do I know about squash?!!!!
and there is inter-house competition,eg.,cross-country...(running)
and it's 4.X km...
I should go for black belt that time...
Although we don't have class now,but it's still kinda tired and stressed out when we have to choose courses,and I think tommorrow would be the toughest part:Get into classes and experience the teaching to finalise our courses.
Oh yes!The students are damn crazy!They are like...
Teacher:"RON 97 had increased price by..."
Whole class:"10%!!!!"
What the #@$% is in their mind.I think I'm the only 1 didn't answer.
Teacher:"What is the first element in Group 2?"
Whole class:"Beryllium"
Do we learn that in secondary school?
Whatever...I just hope everything gets back to normal...having class...I really don't like co-curriculum...like sports especially...I prefer staying in the room...with computer..^^But I'll learn...everyone here is kind so I really can't disappoint them.In fact,my house ALIA has won two out of three terms in Inter-house competition so I seriously cannot let them down.These people are jut giving me a lot of chances so I'm trying to push myself to the limit,like opening myself to people...talk to new people...feel comfortable around new friends and teachers...and most importantly...STUDY HARD!!!
I'm a very easily distracted person.I can't really keep very quiet and study...I'll just fall asleep...seriously...life without computer,music,tv and singing...like living in hell..because life here is so opposite from mine...kind of...hard...
The two biggest things I have to achieve:
Really studying during prep time..
Don't dream
Don't sleep
Don't think of anything else
Don't do anything else
Don't be obsessed with music
JUST STUDY!!
Another thing:
EXERCISE!!
I'm not scared of sun,not scared of sweat..I'm just scared of work!!!!
Got to work it out!!!
Life is just gonna be simple,don't think it too hard..
It's just...
Morning-wake up-breakfast-go to class-lunch-koku-bath-dinner-prep-sleep!
Unless there's something on...surprisingly I have quiet a great phobia of organizing events...preparing events..
that's like..not very horrible...but pretty troublesome...it interrupts your daily life...that's what annoying~
That's life for now!I really hope that I can change my point of view towards this school,feel really really comfortable with the surroundings and everyone here...and truly enjoy everything here...as what everybody else's say!
家人的关心会否形成压力？