当你只看见别人的缺点，别人从你身上看到的，一样只是缺点。
不要将过去的事情，假设成未来的事情。
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Like Ecstasy
Life's decision actually is just about doing the right or wrong thing.
It only depends whether you know the things that you do are the right ones to do or not.
Sometimes, some bad things got into our mind and refuse to come out, and people like me tend to get engross in the mindset and will continue thinking it's the right thing to do, sometimes, even after convincing myself that there must be a better way, but you just can't help to change it!
In the end, it's best when someone said it out, then only you realize there could be a better way out for the problems, and actually, those problems are not as big as what we think, it's a actually an extremely small matters but somehow, people do get confused sometimes and got into the trap, no one should be blamed in this case.
It only depends whether you know the things that you do are the right ones to do or not.
Sometimes, some bad things got into our mind and refuse to come out, and people like me tend to get engross in the mindset and will continue thinking it's the right thing to do, sometimes, even after convincing myself that there must be a better way, but you just can't help to change it!
In the end, it's best when someone said it out, then only you realize there could be a better way out for the problems, and actually, those problems are not as big as what we think, it's a actually an extremely small matters but somehow, people do get confused sometimes and got into the trap, no one should be blamed in this case.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
No problem
Sometimes I kept thinking where did I go wrong? What's the problem with me?
Then today I read a lot of horoscope stuff and almost all of them said that I was very happy and joyful without problems!
I guess, after all,I really didn't have any problems~I'm just thinking too much :)
Then today I read a lot of horoscope stuff and almost all of them said that I was very happy and joyful without problems!
I guess, after all,I really didn't have any problems~I'm just thinking too much :)
【給射手座的1封信】
【給射手座的1封信】
射手不記仇。但隨意的一句貼心問候，射手必定記在心中。
他們待人友善，真心對待朋友。
但如果被朋友出賣，射手就會當作教訓不去計較，遠離這種朋友。心裡傷心，但也要表現得堅強。
他們喜歡和好朋友一起說說八卦聊心事。
射手不喜歡把自己藏得很深，喜歡跟別人分享好的事情。
射手對人真誠，但內心總有不安。
在生人面前很拘謹，混熟後像哥兒們一樣可以交心很豪爽不做作。射手寧願當眾人眼中嘻嘻哈哈的開心果，也不願讓你看到他的淚。但這不代表他不會難過。若你看到了他的淚證明你跟他很鐵；若因你讓他流淚那你很可能就會失去他。
射手如果很愛你，絕對不允許自己在和你戀愛的時間裡跟其他人有曖昧言語。射手覺得愛一個人就要全心全意，要絕對忠誠。
他真的很專一，如果他不愛你了，他會直接給你說拜拜或找理由離開。因為他不想拖泥帶水，他會用快刀斬亂麻的方式結束這段戀情放棄愛你。
射手的性格用一個字來概括，就是快大膽冒險，毫不怠慢的做任何事情。追求速度是他的愛好，自由奔放也是他追求的人生。
對他來說人就應該直接朝目標前進，一路風光就算再美好也只會是匆匆一瞥，就如同一些不重要的人一樣，只是過客並不值得留戀。
射手座很簡單，不喜歡跟別人去爭些什麼，吵些什麼。除非觸及底線。射手座看似堅強，其實在平靜的外表下內心很容易受傷。
射手座會偽裝，即使遍體鱗傷還是固執的假裝一副無所謂的樣子。臉上依然掛著天真無畏的笑容，射手不會耍心機，講義氣，夠朋友對待感情認真專一。
射手最讓人愛的地方和最讓人擔心的地方就是天真。
雖然具有哲思可太過善良和輕易相信別人的性格很容易被人宰割。 他認為世界就是自己看到的那樣。
黑就是黑，白就是白。想法太直接。
射手是傻人有傻福，無知者無畏大步的前行，福很容易到禍也很容易到。射手需要有人在身邊。
射手談戀愛容易胡思亂想，不能忍受被忽略，一點點也不能。
另一半不理他，就會自己胡思亂想一堆，鑽進死胡同後出不來。
然後另一半一個電話又瓦解了所有了胡思亂想。
想要控制，卻又下不了決心。射手表面堅強內心軟弱，想要佔有卻又怕太過火，不停地自信與自卑交雜。
射手不記仇。但隨意的一句貼心問候，射手必定記在心中。
他們待人友善，真心對待朋友。
但如果被朋友出賣，射手就會當作教訓不去計較，遠離這種朋友。心裡傷心，但也要表現得堅強。
他們喜歡和好朋友一起說說八卦聊心事。
射手不喜歡把自己藏得很深，喜歡跟別人分享好的事情。
射手對人真誠，但內心總有不安。
在生人面前很拘謹，混熟後像哥兒們一樣可以交心很豪爽不做作。射手寧願當眾人眼中嘻嘻哈哈的開心果，也不願讓你看到他的淚。但這不代表他不會難過。若你看到了他的淚證明你跟他很鐵；若因你讓他流淚那你很可能就會失去他。
射手如果很愛你，絕對不允許自己在和你戀愛的時間裡跟其他人有曖昧言語。射手覺得愛一個人就要全心全意，要絕對忠誠。
他真的很專一，如果他不愛你了，他會直接給你說拜拜或找理由離開。因為他不想拖泥帶水，他會用快刀斬亂麻的方式結束這段戀情放棄愛你。
射手的性格用一個字來概括，就是快大膽冒險，毫不怠慢的做任何事情。追求速度是他的愛好，自由奔放也是他追求的人生。
對他來說人就應該直接朝目標前進，一路風光就算再美好也只會是匆匆一瞥，就如同一些不重要的人一樣，只是過客並不值得留戀。
射手座很簡單，不喜歡跟別人去爭些什麼，吵些什麼。除非觸及底線。射手座看似堅強，其實在平靜的外表下內心很容易受傷。
射手座會偽裝，即使遍體鱗傷還是固執的假裝一副無所謂的樣子。臉上依然掛著天真無畏的笑容，射手不會耍心機，講義氣，夠朋友對待感情認真專一。
射手最讓人愛的地方和最讓人擔心的地方就是天真。
雖然具有哲思可太過善良和輕易相信別人的性格很容易被人宰割。 他認為世界就是自己看到的那樣。
黑就是黑，白就是白。想法太直接。
射手是傻人有傻福，無知者無畏大步的前行，福很容易到禍也很容易到。射手需要有人在身邊。
射手談戀愛容易胡思亂想，不能忍受被忽略，一點點也不能。
另一半不理他，就會自己胡思亂想一堆，鑽進死胡同後出不來。
然後另一半一個電話又瓦解了所有了胡思亂想。
想要控制，卻又下不了決心。射手表面堅強內心軟弱，想要佔有卻又怕太過火，不停地自信與自卑交雜。
Friday, January 6, 2012
Finale
刚刚看到朋友的部落格，嗯……似乎唤醒了还在沉醉于幻想中的我……
前几篇帖子，都是在发泄着我对那个人的思念，那种煎熬，而且偏偏在我要读书的时候~
但看了朋友那帖子，其实才发现自己有如此的自私。
我的人就是这样，不是不知道，可是偏偏要有个实体来唤醒我才行。
朋友的帖子诉说着自己长大的过程，自己对父母的愧疚，还有例子！看了那例子……我更加惭愧。
我根本就是被宠坏的孩子，根本就不知道自己是个要风得风、要雨得雨的人，还常常会埋怨自己缺乏之隔缺乏那个。
弟弟常常会取笑我，不过最令我难过的是，当他告诉我，我太压力而在通话时哭的很厉害，却不知道当时父母也有自己的种种压力~
电话上都说好听的，电话挂了，原来父母之间，对于我的问题还有很多的不合，但都不敢在我面前提起，因为怕我会感到负担。
来到学校，我只懂得看人家有钱人的种种奢侈生活，还想要调高自己的品味……全部都是关于我自己。
才发现自己有多么的自私。
那住院的人，怎么比的上这些呢？我会为了他一直感到莫名烦躁！
再见了住院的朋友~有缘再相见，无缘就告别！
前几篇帖子，都是在发泄着我对那个人的思念，那种煎熬，而且偏偏在我要读书的时候~
但看了朋友那帖子，其实才发现自己有如此的自私。
我的人就是这样，不是不知道，可是偏偏要有个实体来唤醒我才行。
朋友的帖子诉说着自己长大的过程，自己对父母的愧疚，还有例子！看了那例子……我更加惭愧。
我根本就是被宠坏的孩子，根本就不知道自己是个要风得风、要雨得雨的人，还常常会埋怨自己缺乏之隔缺乏那个。
弟弟常常会取笑我，不过最令我难过的是，当他告诉我，我太压力而在通话时哭的很厉害，却不知道当时父母也有自己的种种压力~
电话上都说好听的，电话挂了，原来父母之间，对于我的问题还有很多的不合，但都不敢在我面前提起，因为怕我会感到负担。
来到学校，我只懂得看人家有钱人的种种奢侈生活，还想要调高自己的品味……全部都是关于我自己。
才发现自己有多么的自私。
那住院的人，怎么比的上这些呢？我会为了他一直感到莫名烦躁！
再见了住院的朋友~有缘再相见，无缘就告别！
xoxo
Statement 1: He was admitted to the medical centre.
Statement 2: My antibiotic might cause rashes.
Conclusion: I wish I have rashes tonight.
Statement 2: My antibiotic might cause rashes.
Conclusion: I wish I have rashes tonight.
QM and Nottingham!!! whyyounoreplyme?!!!
want reject me say lah faster! beh tahan liao everyday kena check my email and get so anxious!!!
AHHH!! I'mma crazy crazy girl~
Runny nose is getting all over me.
Saw my crush at medical centre and gave me a pit-a-pat again, I could've forget him!!!
I want to study S2!
Cross-country go away! I don't wanna run later :(
want reject me say lah faster! beh tahan liao everyday kena check my email and get so anxious!!!
AHHH!! I'mma crazy crazy girl~
Runny nose is getting all over me.
Saw my crush at medical centre and gave me a pit-a-pat again, I could've forget him!!!
I want to study S2!
Cross-country go away! I don't wanna run later :(
Why are you a Christian?!!
NO RACISM OR RELIGION INFRINGEMENT.
I feel like throwing stuff or shout out loud when I found out that the cute guy of my eye is a non-buddhist, especially christian.
Worst thing is: He's my crush.
It doesn't occur to me once but twice or thrice? I don't know.
Am I really destinied to marry a Christian or love a Christian?
I don't hate Christians, but I super dislike proselytizing. Don't get me wrong, my close friends also so happen to be Christians.
Another worst part is: They are devoted Christians. WTH?!
I mean, I don't mind normal Christians, like, if I married him, he would allow our children to choose their own religion, but devoted? and I'm a girl! For a devoted man to their religion, regardless it's Christian or not, would demand that their children follow their religion, I would definitely have no say in this.
That's why I'm super frustrated if I found out that my crush is a devoted Christian :'((((
it's like, there is completely no hope for this man, he's sadly and disappointingly out of my league.
Still, I'm a silly girl. I keep hopes. If that guy would want to talk to me or make friends with me or more, I would definitely accept it, just....I would not marry him XDDDD
haiz..my heart still beats for him~
I feel like throwing stuff or shout out loud when I found out that the cute guy of my eye is a non-buddhist, especially christian.
Worst thing is: He's my crush.
It doesn't occur to me once but twice or thrice? I don't know.
Am I really destinied to marry a Christian or love a Christian?
I don't hate Christians, but I super dislike proselytizing. Don't get me wrong, my close friends also so happen to be Christians.
Another worst part is: They are devoted Christians. WTH?!
I mean, I don't mind normal Christians, like, if I married him, he would allow our children to choose their own religion, but devoted? and I'm a girl! For a devoted man to their religion, regardless it's Christian or not, would demand that their children follow their religion, I would definitely have no say in this.
That's why I'm super frustrated if I found out that my crush is a devoted Christian :'((((
it's like, there is completely no hope for this man, he's sadly and disappointingly out of my league.
Still, I'm a silly girl. I keep hopes. If that guy would want to talk to me or make friends with me or more, I would definitely accept it, just....I would not marry him XDDDD
haiz..my heart still beats for him~
Thursday, January 5, 2012
be myself be myself be myself
I always try hard not to post emo stuff, but here we go again~
no lah...actually this one not exactly as emo as the previous one, so can continue and read XP
Today's my first day in 2012 in KTJ, and I FALL SICK!!!! dammit.
I wonder if it's the side effect of my illness or it's a combination of my illness and stress in this school.
To be honest, good things did happen since yesterday and today, nothing much to worried, I met a Malaccan who so happen to live so near to me~wakakakaka!!!
I guess now what worries me the most is my old problems-communications. During the holidays I realised that I actually think waaayyy too much in school about communications, which made me extremely tired of it. So I decided not to think that much, just go the flow. But, ya know, once or twice there will be times like that, so it's kinda unavoidable~I guess I'll just forget those, they are not worth to think about.
I think these newcomers reminds me a lot of my days when I first arrived here. I made a lot of comparisons, from eating, to talking...uuhhh..whatever. I mean, I just knew that how different it is the things that I do in that few days. I don't want to admit it, but the more I think of it, the more I find that I was kinda pathetic that time! I guess I just shouldn't repeat that next time.
Anyway, though some things that I prayed so hard to god not happen, did happen, I still wanna stay to myself, be what I'm comfortable with and be true to myself. I'm tired of being the me who tried so hard to talk to people and feel like I fitted in. You could say this is exactly like pepsi cola, but let's wait and see how long I can do it.
ok, it's just the first day, let's see what's gonna happen the next few weeks, hopefully things would go as the way I wanted, bit by bit. Exams is around the corner!!! and exam results are coming out very very soon!!! I think I'll have to try hard to survive through this 2 weeks and then Merry Christmas!!! I mean...freedom...!
no lah...actually this one not exactly as emo as the previous one, so can continue and read XP
Today's my first day in 2012 in KTJ, and I FALL SICK!!!! dammit.
I wonder if it's the side effect of my illness or it's a combination of my illness and stress in this school.
To be honest, good things did happen since yesterday and today, nothing much to worried, I met a Malaccan who so happen to live so near to me~wakakakaka!!!
I guess now what worries me the most is my old problems-communications. During the holidays I realised that I actually think waaayyy too much in school about communications, which made me extremely tired of it. So I decided not to think that much, just go the flow. But, ya know, once or twice there will be times like that, so it's kinda unavoidable~I guess I'll just forget those, they are not worth to think about.
I think these newcomers reminds me a lot of my days when I first arrived here. I made a lot of comparisons, from eating, to talking...uuhhh..whatever. I mean, I just knew that how different it is the things that I do in that few days. I don't want to admit it, but the more I think of it, the more I find that I was kinda pathetic that time! I guess I just shouldn't repeat that next time.
Anyway, though some things that I prayed so hard to god not happen, did happen, I still wanna stay to myself, be what I'm comfortable with and be true to myself. I'm tired of being the me who tried so hard to talk to people and feel like I fitted in. You could say this is exactly like pepsi cola, but let's wait and see how long I can do it.
ok, it's just the first day, let's see what's gonna happen the next few weeks, hopefully things would go as the way I wanted, bit by bit. Exams is around the corner!!! and exam results are coming out very very soon!!! I think I'll have to try hard to survive through this 2 weeks and then Merry Christmas!!! I mean...freedom...!
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