Just posted my blog on LOTR, the excitement for LOTR from yesterday revived in me and yes I'M EXCITED NOW!!! Anyway, I'll be blogging about Orlando Bloom today, after watching Legolas last night, I "coincidently" continued with Orlando Bloom's another masterpiece- Pirates of the Carribean. I was intending to listen to the ending credits but ended up watching the whole 3rd installment :/ 

ANYWAY, Orlando Bloom is officially on my Hollywood's hottest men list, or rather my UK's hottest men list. I always have a personal favour towards English actors (coincidently) like previously for James McAvoy,  Gerald Butler, Tom Hiddleston and now Orlando Bloom. Maybe I was attracted to the sexay yet gentlemen British accent xD Hollywood not many except so far it's Ryan Reynolds, Ryan Gosling, Chris Hemsworth and Johnny Depp and yes, the 2 former ones are Canadians to be specific. 

So Legolas didn't play a very important role in LOTR, but it was his potrayal of Will Turner in POTC that got me going Ahhhhh~~~His romance story between Elizabeth Swan was...romantic I should say. The way how he protected Elizabeth wherever he is, the way he puts Elizabeth's safety in front of everything in any form of trading with anyone. Here I quote, "One does not simply betrays Elizabeth Swann no matter which side she takes" Yet, with all the gentle feelings and affections in protecting Elizabeth, he still remains his charm as a courageous fighter, a smart pirate (though seems idiotic getting tricked by Captain Jack multiple times) a charming captain of the Flying Dutchman. It is especially heart-warming at the scene where Will reunites with his wife and his son after ten years. Try asking, has anyone seen any pirates more manly yet romantic than Will Turner?

Besides, I just realised that Orlando Bloom has starred in those epic, fantasy, war film that were notably well known like, LOTR, POTC, Troy and the Three Musketeer, to name a few.

Still glad that he married Miranda Kerr, now I'm just waiting to see their beautiful son grow up and hopefully as good looking as him :3

full of hotness

Flynn Christopher Blanchard Copeland Bloom :3

ps: both Orlando Bloom and Miranda Kerr practices Buddhism :D

Thoughts and coincident with Lord of The Rings

So previously I did mention about my personal experience about coincidence with films. This time, it might not sound that exactly coincidence, but close. It was about this classic trilogy-Lord of The Rings that I've been intending to watch for ages, I think since I was still in primary school. It's like Harry Potter, one might feel left out if we completely have no knowledge about it. Actually, I have neither complete the whole series of Harry Potter films nor read any of the books, quite jakun ah! Since today's a holiday, I first intended to watch the Avengers or Men in Black 3, but thanks to the strict legal action, neither any two movies were able to be found on the internet. Even the best that I've got was the Avengers full movie in GERMAN. (Somehow they allow German and Russian as if only either no one knows these languages or only people who understands these 2 languages are allowed to watch free on internet. Because the same thing occured to me last time for Johnny English 2) 

                                                                  

In the end, I convinced myself to watch LOTR part 1 for today. Before that, I was prepared for the long hours that I'm gonna spend on this movie because it was GOD FORSAKEN LONG. Movies with such length hardly exist in the 21st century, I can tolerate it if it's the My Fair Lady or Mary Poppins era because that 2 was also freaking long. Anyway, the first 15 minutes, I was going to fall asleep, partly because it was too啰嗦, at the same time I was sleepy at that time. I cannot tahan until I went to check out the synopsis on wikipedia first. MY GOODNESS the starting 30 minutes of the movie felt like forever and according to wikipedia it's only about 3 lines of the synopsis =.=|| 

so much hotness

drools....

Lucky thing I didn't give up continue watching because the best is always left for the last. Orlando Bloom's handsome as Legolas is well known to me way before I watched this movie but man Aragorn is just so HAWT. The way he shows his calmness, his determination from the temptations of the ring, the way he fought against the enemies is just SWOOSH! Others were also pretty charming because of their courage. To be honest I dislike Frodo the most actually, in the sense that I don't he's suitable as the hero of the story because he's so weak and he could've died without the help of others! I think Sam should be the hero instead because from what I see in the 3rd installment of LOTR, Frodo died at least once and saved by Sam during the spider attack; second, Sam helped kept the ring when the enemies took Frodo away after he was poisoned by the spider. The best thing was that Sam wasn't even tempted to make the ring his own at that time when he could've done that. Third, if it wasn't for Sam to convince Frodo to reach for his hand. Frodo would've fell into the fire and buried with Gollum and the ring. In the end, I felt injustice to see that everyone's crediting Frodo instead of Sam. Lucky thing they showed more of Sam in the end.

Samwise Gamgee should be the hero

Though the story was effin long, but I'm very satisfied with first, no doubts the visual art and the details that they project it. After finishing the fellowship of the ring, I brief through the two towers and the return of the king but finished the ending. ( yes I'm such a spoiler to myself) I swear this has to be the longest ending I've ever seen in a movie but it's the best conclusion I've ever seen. Probably I was disappointed with the HK's remake of "What Women Want" I watched last night, seeing how they simply put in those scenes made in the Mel Gibson original version without making things clearly explained. To me it felt like, I wouldn't understand that movie if I didn't watch the original version before. Anyway, continuing with LOTR. When everyone thought that the movie will end soon after the ring is destroyed or at most, Aragorn's coronation with his reunite with Arwen. But turned out, it explained about Sam with his dream girl, Bilbo, the red book of Westmarch and the seperation of Frodo and his hobbit friends before leaving for the Undying Lands was particularly impressive as it allows you to sip in to the grieving of Sam with his best friend's sudden departure and probably makes you wanna cry.

Not saying this to follow a commercialized trend, but LOTR was a good movie. For me, a great movie or I rather call classic, is something that's worth watching again and again and most importantly it's revolutionary. The technology used in this movie changed the perspective of the film industry and evolve it into further epic creations such as Pirates of the Carribean which is also my another favourite. My words at this point are certainly insufficient to describe my feelings and excitement for these 3 movies. Besides, it's like I'm exploring a whole new world with a group of unrealistic stuff in it. Guess I was too stressed out these days so I've decided to rewind and fallback on unrealistic, stereotype, predictable, happy ending movies. LOTR fits those criteria. After that I went on to Wikipedia, my reliable source for any movie confusion, I was super duper excited that the prequel-The Hobbit is releasing this year 14th of December! 2 days before my b'day!!! And I felt thankful to be watching it now for the first time before the hobbits is release; at the same time thankful that I wouldn't be like other LOTR fans needed to wait for 9 years for the other LOTR movie!

 Similarly this year we have a movie which enjoys similar success as LOTR this year that is the Avengers (who knows if the hobbits would surpass them) My point is, the Avengers is so called a must watch movie, but I'm doubting whether it will impress me like how LOTR did to me today. Speaking about that, I actually thought Chris Hemsworth might be suitable for a role, maybe Boromir or Aragorn would be pretty cool. Thor is kinda cheap for him.

I've been babbling an essay about how great is this movie but I've not mention the coincident part =.=||| Because I was wayyyyy too excited for it. So here it is. I tweeted about LOTR while watching and after watching it. Minutes after my last tweet on it, I saw LOTR was trending and I was like....w.h.a.t.....did people just retweet my post or just decided to watch it after I posted it.....

The truth is always an ugly one. The fact tells me that I was purely being narcissistic. It was HBO which was showing the trilogy right after I finished watching it on my lappie and so it trended cuz everyone's watching it.

Can that be a coincident?

Meme 1-ONE DOES NOT SIMPLY...

Meme 2-YOU SHALL NOT PASS!!!

Life

Life. Life moves each step depending on each decision we made. There's no such thing as right or wrong in our decision. It's a vey subjective matter. These days dad has been complaining to our whole family for weeks in something he should not be stressed about, it felt like he needed help to pull him out from the swamp, but yet he's pulling us all down. When we tell him to chill, he thinks that we're not taking things serious enough and neglecting the seriousness of the issue. It's like we are ignoring his warnings for a catastrophe! We all have our own problems too, it all depends our decision, whether wee decide on taking it easy or a relaxed way, or a depressing way. Aia guess my dad resorted to the latter, and it's tormenting!!! Days ago my friend posted on Facebook, I could remember him saying that whatever's yours will be yours. Indeed, so why bother what you choose? I mean yeah at some point it is important but in the end, the final purpose of human being is to die a happy person. Just like those journalist in the war zone, people might mourn their death but I believe that they are very happy to die that way because they have achieved and experienced what they dreamed of, they are contented. Days ago I was reading an article, I can't remember about the synopsis of it but I remembered the author mentioned that he wanted to apply for medicine but he ended up a psychiatrist simply because he accidentally filled in psychology as his course. It was a simple mistake hat changed his whole life but does that matter? No, he's happy with who he is right now and he even felt grateful that he didn't gt into the medical field. So it's true, what's yours will be yours, don't have to worry much about that. Life is simple and easy, it depends on how you want to perceive the obstacles. If I resort to the depressive way, I wouldn't be here typing this now.

Tonight

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y.

I can't think of any better word to describe this situation right now.

I CAN'T BELIEVE A LEVELS IS FINISHED. FINISHED.
Till now, I still don't have the feeling that exams over. Maybe not forcing myself into studying, but rather the burden of the need to study is still clinging my soul. Haha! It should be a good thing I guess to a certain extent.

Just hours ago in the evening before the exams, I was very anxious and stressed out. I'm not gonna lie that I was scared. It's like, I know it will be a losing battle and I was fearful to face it. Imagine someone who knows that they are going to die in war but they still have to man up and tell themselves it's gonna be alright, everything will work out. That's....depressing actually.

When I get stressed, all my accumulated fears and worries starts flowing in eventually. One of it is the separation between us. We all know that that day will arrive one day, but just like me hours before the last exam, you still fear thought knowing what's waiting ahead of us. The saddest part is that, everything just passed so fast. Too fast.

For example Nicole, she might not be my closest friend, but she's certainly one of the nicest person I've ever encountered and I was glad that we could meet each other and being arranged to stay under the same roof. Those vague memories of our first encounter flow back to my head the moment after she bid us her last goodbye before she leave for US. That was right after we finish our exams. It was, well maybe not apparently, but at least for me it was a tough one. I admit I am quite a sentimental person, I like to be dramatic to a certain extend but this is real. I mean, I was saddened by the fact that we can't even have time to stay a little bit longer and speak a little bit more before leaving. Everything was so rushing. The way she says bye was so casual, as if she's coming back for another exam or something. No. The End. I mean we might meet each other someday but we'll never know when is that day. The feelings was so gushing and you have to handle all of it at once, which is suffocating. And the contradicting emotions when you are hyped with the fact that you're done with A levels and you are a free soul; but at the same time, you are faced with the fact that people who lives with you for a year is leaving us just like that.

I don't remember having such feelings back in high school. In fact, I remember in primary school, I even despised those who hug and cried for each other during the last day of school. But THAT was justifiable because my hometown is such a small place! Everyone virtually know each other and we are gonna meet someday because we still remain within the boundaries of my hometown. This time is different. We became closer because we lived together day and night. And people that we know comes from everywhere from in this world, in fact you'll never know where are they heading to after this is done.

Or maybe it's just me who learns how to appreciate more of people around me. I was a loner in primary school. I mean I have friends but to me friends doesn't mean much because they are just a helping hand when your family is not around. We are done once school's done. That used to be my definition of friends. After high school and after A levels, I start to appreciate more of my friends or housemates, I guess mainly because we endure our hardship together, we share our joy and tears with friends when our family aren't there for us.

I don't know what else to write about this anymore, it might sound very cheesy and I would be turning around the circles only so, yeah. I guess that's all. I still have 2 weeks here, I will have to decide my next step and yeah, after that I'll blog about those tiny bits of memories that built me up today into a different person. This school might not be the best choice after high school, but it was the best for me as an individual. I've learnt A LOT and I mean A LOT.

I purposely chose some heartfelt ballads to built up this sad emotion but failed xD STILL, shota shimizu has gotta be my favourite Japanese singer now, he gives me everything I want from music.

On Play-
forget me not
化粧
overflow

Preview

After a tedious period of exams, finally I've stepped into the final week of my A level's exams.

This coming Thursday and Friday I'll be having S3 and FP2 respectively. It's considered as among my hardest paper but dang I'm not stressed at all, I'm rather fitting myself into the holiday mood actually.

Staying in for exeat was supposingly meant for studying. I did study but kinda in a relaxing way xD

There's so many things I wanna talk about, like getting my nails painted by Hazel, this manicure pro. Now I'm so proud with my nails and figuring how to hide it from teachers during assembly. I also founded this group project group? I don't know how to define them but they are called Goosehouse and they are from Japan. Not much details known about them because most of their information are only available in Japanese and I can't understand Japanese. =.= They made pretty much covers of nice Japanese songs (not anime type) and I must say I fell in love with them instead of being "the other passerby who makes covers to gain attention". Details about my encounter with them will be revealed next time xP Then, I wanted to talk about my first time experience with contact lenses, it actually happened on the day I blogged about call me (jealous) maybe but I have no idea why I didn't talk about it that day. I guess procrastination brought me till today I still have not talked about it ><.

So many many things to talk about but yet so little time! Btw, I'm following Hazel back to Penang for a few days, haven't informed my parents though, keke. I guess then I would have more time to write about all these stuff. See lah! I want to exercise at first but now no time again T.T I wished the day after prom comes faster so I can fully relax and focus on the next chapter of my life :)

Daunting

Daunting. I just learnt this word today, it is defined as something that demotivates you, or in hokkien you call it lau kui.

I think I'm having a mix feeling now. it's daunting and terrifying.

Can't believe this little girl can make me so fearful of my future.

I was just listening to Kimberly Chen's song and found out that she actually trained for JYP in New York before. This used to be my dream and I almost could touch it but I held back.

Anyway, I guess not just her, it's things around me that starts to haunt me.

In 10 days, most of my friends are leaving, as when are we going to meet again is an unanswerable question, 10 years after probably, who knows. These are people that I have spent 80% of life last year with. Day and night, month and year we lived under the same roof, spent our lives together and suddenly, we only have 10 days left together.

The truth is, in less than a month it marks the end to my life as a "socialite" or a "princess" or whatever you call it and I'm scared. I don't know where to go after this. Every step I take forward is terrifying. You're excited but you're scared. The horrifying vision of me screwing the car of my instructor up while driving just....daunting, yes daunting. I felt like a total worthless dust. I can't even do a simple thing, what should I do then? Will my life end up like this, like everyone else, get a job here, get a family and the end. Is this all? IS THIS ALL? After spending my year and a half in this big world of KTJ, seeing people with big dreams and able to afford them, IS THIS ALL I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR?!

Singing. Till today it's still the best thing I could do, but how far can I go. I'm tired of chasing something that is uncertain, something where you won't know where the future holds. There are tonnes of young talented starlets out there fighting for an opportunity, sure the parents' money also plays a part. I'm just speaking the ugly truth, I'm a Malaysian Chinese, how far can I go in this industry?

Gahhh, this sounds so sulky.

Actually, I don't wish for anything much. I only hope that I could clear myself up and see what's the thing that I could spend my entire life for it. Then get a job, get a family, get a life, full stop. I don't have to be Madonna or Lady Gaga, I work for what I do best and what I love most, I get what I want, I'm contented.

Call me (jealous) maybe

As I said before, my blog has been a platform for me to express my feelings instantly. Similar to twitter but the only difference is that this could allow me write more than 140 characters and I could crap the hell out of anything. 

So here's my crap today.

Just saw a junior's blog today, I didn't really read into her posts but her pictures are interesting enough to tell me about her life story.

As far as I know, she was not really a big favourite among us upper Sixers. We all know she's ambitious, there's something that's hiding behind that smile-all-day face. 

I define her as super high profile, a dumb blonde if only she's blonde because she seems to neither understand nor experience a real first world problems and thinks she's another normal girl from a middle class family when she clearly lives an upper class lifestyle.

Whatever.

This post is actually meant to compliment her. I can't believe I'm doing it but I guess I want to be or at least sound like an angel.

I could see her being involved in so many projects and activities since high school, a very very active person.

I won't take back my words saying that she's super high profile because she literally post every award that she received on her blog, afraid that someone forgets how awesome she is.

She had traveled to different countries around the world (and yet still complaining how poor is she not being able to travel to this and that country) because, to be very frank, she has the $.

But it's a good thing isn't it?

I mean, when I start looking at these stuff, all I could think of is she's such a bitch. But if I think twice, I guess I sound more like a jealous bitch than her!

Well, what's wrong with being involved in everything? She still manage to coordinate well with her academic studies. And she has a wonderful, happy life where I wish I have one too if possible.

So I guess the only problem here is, maybe I was just jealous xD

No, all of us are jealous. We talk about her but deep inside we wish we could live a life like hers xD

But I definitely don't regret my own life. I had great memories too without travelling around the world.

Another thing is, I admit, I'm jealous of whoever that sings better than me unless I acknowledge it.

Especially with someone that I don't like at that moment.

Now I'll just sit back and wait for her performance in prom. See how good can she sing xD

2ne1 I'm the Best mode on~haha!

p/s: dear whoever that know who's this or if the person herself finds out, please don't hate on me :'( 

       I still love you guys berry berry much <3