Pleasant weekend

I supposed this weekend has been the best weekend this semester, especially since last week's horrible rebound. So here's the checklist:-

1) I got to watch a movie-Celeste and Jesse Forever. It's the movie that probably best describes my feelings, or probably it's something that I can picture by the time I'm in my 30s.

2) I studied! Haven't done this for god knows how long it is. By studying, I mean having suffice time to sit in my room, taking my own sweet time studying; instead of rushing it through or getting paranoid over it. ( effieciency not guaranteed :P)

3) Going out on a Sunday afternoon instead of rotting myself at home the whole day. Got a companion and had a better time studying instead of doing it at home.

4) So this companion brought the person that I liked...well..I guess I was happy. It was unexpected surprise and makes me happy. 

And most importantly, I spent my own sweet time for my own entertainment yet still have time to study. This is like the best goddamn thing.

Thank you and I'm back :)

Thank you for everything you've done for me. Thank you for still being such an amazing friend, I cherish that a lot.

I'm glad that I'm learning things from you, and I've yet to learn more about you and from you more in the future :)

Finally, I should pack up this feelings, fold it nicely and put it into the cupboard for now. Then focus now is only on studies! FINAL IS IN 2 FREAKING WEEKS!! YEAH BABEH!

Inspiration by P!nk

Remember what I said about rationality squeezing the shit out of my brain?

Yeah, and then I realized all these so called rationality only ends up stupidity.

Felt like I've been thinking too much....too much unnecessary stuff.

Thinking too much about things that need not be worried at the very first place.

Then I realized apparently I wasn't much of a realist after all.

Live happily. Even if it's not the smartest way.

If being a fool makes you happy, then be a fool.

Sometimes when I think too much and get anxious over stupid reasons, it comes to one point where I'll tell myself "AHH F*** IT" I'm just gonna go for it.

Guess I was inspired by P!nk, like SO WHAT? Really...so what?

Think like a grown up. Think rationally when you need to think rationally.

Be stupid and think simple if possible.

Life, you can choose to make it hard or easy.

Self-Actualization in a nutshell (12 Nov 13)

The last post here was called Changes and I am currently still undergoing it.

Life has been going through a phase in growing up and so many changes occurred that left me confusing and so much doubt filling this poor brain.

In the middle of doing assignments, I had this chat with my friend. Instead of filtering all my shit with her or other friends, I rather follow Ozzie's preach. Do not magnify your weaknesses and think simple.

Nobody's perfect. Not everyone will love you. You can only do your best to be who you are. You cannot change yourself to suit everyone.

There's too much shit going around and it's too depressing to be depressed, so why not think simple, live simple?

Through this process, I gained a new principle in my life. Complete your task given and life can be anyway you want.

You like to join again, then join.

If you think you can't handle the stress, then don't.

Love yourself more before you love others.

Love yourself and others will love you.

You think you like him, then tell.

Too much rationality is squeezing the shit out of my brain.

If this is the price of sounding noble like a philosopher,

I'd rather not.