Loneliness

Sometimes when you’re lonely but you want to get out of it, you know the way out and trying your best to fit into the situation. But in the end, you thirst for a melancholic, emo song that might make you cry so badly or probably stare at something for a few minutes leaving your mind go blank. When the music plays, you know this is it. This is the perfect piece that fits the emotion. I hate it, hate that how perfect it fits your feelings at this moment. You want to run away but you just simply can’t, even though you know the way out. It’s weird to even try doing things that you know can cover up this loneliness. Even if you are in those situations, you might feel safe and cozy but the loneliness still lies in the core. When it’s under exposure, the protection cover just burst and shred into pieces. I can only pray time will heal this misery and unnamed grief, shoo it away.